[ He kind of likes that idea. Maybe it would help to really put in to words what he wants from himself. He's always just gone forward on instinct, on an unshakeable core that has always been there while the boy that faced the outside world--lonely and confused--shifted in the different lighting of his circumstances.
He spends another couple of moments just petting the telusa, then smiles at the creature, giving it a pat on the head in thanks. He pushes back up to his feet. ]
I'll think about it.
[ Maybe ask Kino about how one makes a self or something equally philosophical. In the meantime though, he reaches into his pocket and takes out the seashell charm. ]
I made some good luck charms. They're not magic or anything...
[He takes the charm, turning it over in his hands. Seashells. Physically nothing more than that, but Garrus knows the significance of good luck tokens. And while he doesn't put much stock in them, he's still touched that Roxas made it for him. The intent behind it is what matters.]
Thank you, Roxas.
[His mandibles flare out as he reaches up to loop it around one of the lengths of fringe coming off the top of his head. It won't stay there, but it's about the only place he has to wear something decorative.]
[ He gives a quick huff of a laugh, pleased, as Garrus it drapes the little charm. He's glad people have liked them. ]
I do... it's the charm on the end of my keyblade. The white one, Oathkeeper.
[ Although that is, quite honestly, a rather large can of worms. The charm at the end of that keyblade was one given to Sora by Kairi, and the essence of the blade is the promise between the two to always come back together. Roxas had only gained it when Xion had died, and she was absorbed into him, housed in the delicate beginnings of his heart. Their promise had come with no expectations of ever seeing each other again. She had asked him to stop the Organization... something he didn't fulfill, and is still striving for even here in the CDC. ]
[He's seen the weapon by now, and it only takes a moment to recall the charm. Garrus nods as soon as he's got the mental image again.]
Good. And you've still got your pendant?
[He can't really make things like this. Gun mods, sure, upgrading tech, he's got that, but nothing charm-like. But he'd bought all of the leapfrogs a charm that's supposed to have practical use, and he's still hoping it turns out to. He'll keep his kids safe, his people safe, one way or another.]
[ It's actually around his neck, saved for emergencies, and he pulls it up from under his shirt to show off. He had bought a bunch on Selena, his main souvenir, and hands them out pretty much whenever, but this one is special. ]
[He'll protect them as best he can, and that's part of it. Though he wonders if maybe Zuko or others would be doing better if they'd used theirs. It's too late now, though, and they're alive. That's what matters. That's all that matters, today. Tomorrow they can work on healing.]
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He spends another couple of moments just petting the telusa, then smiles at the creature, giving it a pat on the head in thanks. He pushes back up to his feet. ]
I'll think about it.
[ Maybe ask Kino about how one makes a self or something equally philosophical. In the meantime though, he reaches into his pocket and takes out the seashell charm. ]
I made some good luck charms. They're not magic or anything...
[ Just precious as fuck, nbd. ]
But maybe they'll help, a little.
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[He takes the charm, turning it over in his hands. Seashells. Physically nothing more than that, but Garrus knows the significance of good luck tokens. And while he doesn't put much stock in them, he's still touched that Roxas made it for him. The intent behind it is what matters.]
Thank you, Roxas.
[His mandibles flare out as he reaches up to loop it around one of the lengths of fringe coming off the top of his head. It won't stay there, but it's about the only place he has to wear something decorative.]
You've got one for yourself too, yeah?
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I do... it's the charm on the end of my keyblade. The white one, Oathkeeper.
[ Although that is, quite honestly, a rather large can of worms. The charm at the end of that keyblade was one given to Sora by Kairi, and the essence of the blade is the promise between the two to always come back together. Roxas had only gained it when Xion had died, and she was absorbed into him, housed in the delicate beginnings of his heart. Their promise had come with no expectations of ever seeing each other again. She had asked him to stop the Organization... something he didn't fulfill, and is still striving for even here in the CDC. ]
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Good. And you've still got your pendant?
[He can't really make things like this. Gun mods, sure, upgrading tech, he's got that, but nothing charm-like. But he'd bought all of the leapfrogs a charm that's supposed to have practical use, and he's still hoping it turns out to. He'll keep his kids safe, his people safe, one way or another.]
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[ It's actually around his neck, saved for emergencies, and he pulls it up from under his shirt to show off. He had bought a bunch on Selena, his main souvenir, and hands them out pretty much whenever, but this one is special. ]
Kind of saving it.
[ For something pretty dire. ]
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[He'll protect them as best he can, and that's part of it. Though he wonders if maybe Zuko or others would be doing better if they'd used theirs. It's too late now, though, and they're alive. That's what matters. That's all that matters, today. Tomorrow they can work on healing.]
Thank you, Roxas. You feeling better?
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Yeah, definitely.
[ Kinda. Probably has some stuff to think about still. ]
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[He doesn't want the kid hanging around more than he wants to. Garrus wants to be available to help, not forcing himself into people's time.]
I'm around whenever you need me, Roxas.