At the end of the day, you can't control what happens with or to others, not here. All you can do is make the right choices for yourself and those that matter to you. You've got control over you. Nobody else.
[ He doesn't even know how to explain that he has never gotten to control his own destiny without sounding like he's making excuses. So he's quiet again for a moment before murmuring, ]
Could I please leave my patrol tomorrow to go talk to Xion. I don't... want her to find out he's here like I did.
She's my best friend. [ He does not explain that she's a Replica of him. ] She died, in my arms.
[ His tone is very matter-of-fact, not expecting any kind of reaction or condolence, but wanting to make it clear just how much this girl means to him. ]
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Good. You wind up with a problem, you come to me or d'Artagnan.
[He doesn't enjoy coming down hard on the kid, but it's Palaven at stake. That's one priority he's kept and is keeping.]
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I won't do anything else. It didn't... make anything better.
{ Maybe a good lesson to learn, but it's a painful lesson when Ansem has always made him feel this helpless. ]
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CALLING: Vakarian, Garrus
It doesn't. It never does.
[He takes a breath.]
At the end of the day, you can't control what happens with or to others, not here. All you can do is make the right choices for yourself and those that matter to you. You've got control over you. Nobody else.
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[ He doesn't even know how to explain that he has never gotten to control his own destiny without sounding like he's making excuses. So he's quiet again for a moment before murmuring, ]
Could I please leave my patrol tomorrow to go talk to Xion. I don't... want her to find out he's here like I did.
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Yes. You two are close, looks like?
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She's my best friend. [ He does not explain that she's a Replica of him. ] She died, in my arms.
[ His tone is very matter-of-fact, not expecting any kind of reaction or condolence, but wanting to make it clear just how much this girl means to him. ]
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CALLING: Vakarian, Garrus
Take your time, then. Don't just dump it on her. And consider it as a break, too. Get your head on straight.
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[ Quiet again. He doesn't know if it's head so much as his heart... ]
Okay. [ And because he is in fact a nice kid, ] Sorry for the trouble.
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Don't tell me that. Show me that. By not getting the both of us killed.
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I will.