He kidnapped me, he erased my memories... He hurt my friends.

[ There's something about the memories especially which stings at him. He had gotten them back eventually, but not before he had destroyed his relationship with Axel. The last of his friends still living. ]

He did it to make sure I wouldn't exist anymore. Because someone else was more important.

[ The feeling of helplessness is cloying. His frustration and betrayal trying to sink him. ]